Happy New Year.

Happy New Year!!! Wow. It sure went fast. I was able to do so many wonderful things that I never in a zillion years thought that I would ever do. I love my little family and even when I got no sleep I got through it with my wonderful husband. He is beyond amazing. I know that I well.......... I am a bit hard to love. I push away alot more then I should. He has had the right to leave a thousand times. I wouldn't blame him with the way I am sometimes to just walk away and not look back.  When we do fight he always comes up to me and hugs me. Like butter I melt into him and cry and soften. I'm mean when I'm mad and I say things that always cross the line and cut deep and hurt the most.  This is on my list of things to change. He is my husband and was choosen from God for me to spend the rest of my life with.  I tend to be a bit of a spoiled brat. This is the start of a change in me that has been needed to be worked on for years. To close my mouth a little more and open my ears to listen. I would be so lost without him. He is my very best friend. The best daddy to our boys. He loves me with his entire heart and soul.  Coming up we will be celebrating 11 years. I will work every day to make sure I am the best wife and ask God to help me become just that.

In 2012, celebrating our boys 1st birthday was the highlight of our year. Along with mine and hubs 10th wedding anniversary. Lots of laughs, some tears and amazing memories we have had in this past year. The four of us had a lot of wonderful and amazing moments. First steps, first teeth, first haircuts, holidays, weddings, playdates.

In 2013, we are looking forward to many more memories and still some wonderful first's for the boys and our little family. We are excited to show the boys so many new things. One thing for sure I will be working on myself as I try harder to become a better mom, wife, friend and daughter and just all together have a closer relationship with God.

I  hope you all had a wonderful 2012 and that 2013 will be amazing with good health and all your goals you set up for yourself, will be completed.  I love the idea of a fresh start. A clean slate. A new begining. What are your goals?????